Here we go again

Well, I know it's been awhile since I posted, but I have some news. I'm having another baby. According to the extremely scientifically accurate due date calculator on babycenter.com, I should be giving birth on or around Nov 14. So, by Thanksgiving I should have a brand new little bundle of joy. Of course, Miguel's hoping for a boy. I'll be happy either way. I have no idea what her name will be if she's a girl. It was hard enough coming up with the first one. I'll figure it out eventually I guess. I really want a homebirth this time, but my family, and even my husband, are not really up for it. You would think that since I'm the one having the baby that I would be the decision maker here, but it's hard to go against the pressure of your entire family. It's something I'll need a lot of support in. I just hope I will be able to find the resources, the energy, and the persuasion to convince everyone that this is the best way for me. I was so unhappy with the way things went with Eowyn's birth, and I want this one to really be the way I wanted Eowyn's to be. I'll have my work cut out for me either way.